日記ですな。私が生きた証。 私が自ら作り上げていく人生。 第3幕。

Such a chicken

As I wrote yesterday, today was the day to eat out for dinner with the Canadian.


I told the story to friends and class. Then they all said he was no doubt a gay.

Well.... I know the possibility. It's possible, I think. But the more they said to me, the more I felt dangerous. LOL, Although I don't mean discrimination. Yeah, gay is not bad thing. That's one style of life.

So, I got afraid of him.

And it became the time to call him. After thinking many things, I did! Right? I did call him fearfully.

.....But he didn't answer.

I got complex feelings, happy, sad, relieved...etc

And I didn't feel like calling him again.

So, I sent a e-mail to aplogize to him. Though he asked me next plan to go dinner or go sightseeing, I said I'm sorry I can't (something like that). I'll let you know if I can.

Oh, I'm sorry. I was such a chicken guy....

If I were enetrtainer, I would enjoy with him. And it could be a funny story wether he was gay or not.(maybe gay was more funny)LOL

I couldn't.......sorry. It seems my limit...